Regular contemplation on the pure self as well as on the supreme reality and the absolute truth of creation has made my mind and heart turn away from the materialistic world of sensual pleasures and objects. Instead of the world, I prefer to think and dwell constantly on spiritual matters and the soul. But when I observe the two brothers (Ram and Laxman), my mind and heart become enthralled and captivated by them, thinking that it is in their best interest. (That is, when I see Ram and Laxman, I feel that my sight has been fully rewarded, and all my spiritual efforts till now have borne fruit.)